{"id":40478,"date":"2025-12-24T16:28:27","date_gmt":"2025-12-24T07:28:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/?p=40478"},"modified":"2026-01-07T16:46:54","modified_gmt":"2026-01-07T07:46:54","slug":"%e5%8f%82%e5%8a%a0%e8%80%85%e3%83%ac%e3%83%9d%e3%83%bc%e3%83%88-22-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/news-en\/2025\/12\/24\/40478\/","title":{"rendered":"Identity Beyond Something Fixed &#8211; Exploring What I Am and What I Can Become with Kip Fulbeck\u3000ICC &#8220;What are You?&#8221; Participant Report"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"text-align: right;\" data-node-type=\"line\">\n<h6 id=\"magicdomid17\" class=\"ace-line\" data-node-type=\"line\"><span class=\"author-18717364181 font-size-medium\"><span class=\"TextRun SCXW207812317 BCX8\" lang=\"EN-US\" xml:lang=\"EN-US\" data-contrast=\"auto\"><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW207812317 BCX8\">Lee Liang Ying\u00a0<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<\/span><span class=\"author-18717364181 font-size-medium\"><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW159076462 BCX8\">School of Culture, <\/span><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW159076462 BCX8\">Media<\/span><span class=\"NormalTextRun SCXW159076462 BCX8\"> and Society<\/span><\/span><\/h6>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"magicdomid2\" class=\"ace-line\" data-node-type=\"line\">\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I was drawn to the event \u201d What are You? ~Identifying Yourself with Kip Fulbeck~\u201d because it offered me an opportunity to think about my identity within a community of people who are also asking the same thing. His presentation on his multiracial identity art project Hapa (meaning \u201chalf\u201d), which photographs people of mixed roots and asks them to respond to the question \u201cwhat are you?\u201d was illuminating as a sociological method and artistic expression. Those who participated in his project hold Asian and\/ or Pacific Islander heritage along with some other racial or national identity &#8211; subject to scrutiny by wider society or confusion over what they are.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">This set off some iffy-ness in me about my identity. On the contrary to the participants\u2019 experiences, my identity is too homogenous, too defined and too privileged. My ethnicity is straightforward, my nationality is straightforward. I can answer both with one word. My life experience is straightforward &#8211; I have only lived in one country throughout childhood, stayed with my immediate family, and benefited from the standard education system. I realised I was too comfortable within the well-off majority, which isn\u2019t representative of the diversity of identities in my country.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The professor said that only we can define our own identity but, how can I do that when my identity feels so clear cut and close to the official narrative of a high quality of living? For participants of his project, they struggled with questions about their identity growing up. In a way, they had no choice but to think about it. Compared to that, I didn\u2019t have to struggle with what I was born as. This gap made me feel unqualified to participate in the conversation. However, I think my views on it have changed a little since the event as I interacted with the project exhibit and my group mates during the event.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 50%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-40478 gallery-columns-2 gallery-size-full'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/news-en\/2025\/12\/24\/40478\/attachment\/img_5251\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1620\" height=\"1080\" src=\"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5251.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-40531\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5251.jpg 1620w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5251-610x407.jpg 610w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5251-940x627.jpg 940w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5251-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5251-1536x1024.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1620px) 100vw, 1620px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-40531'>\n\t\t\t\tICC photo\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/news-en\/2025\/12\/24\/40478\/attachment\/img_5277\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1620\" height=\"1080\" src=\"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5277.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-40529\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5277.jpg 1620w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5277-610x407.jpg 610w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5277-940x627.jpg 940w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5277-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2025\/12\/IMG_5277-1536x1024.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1620px) 100vw, 1620px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt>\n\t\t\t\t<dd class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-40529'>\n\t\t\t\tICC photo\n\t\t\t\t<\/dd><\/dl><br style=\"clear: both\" \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Maybe I don\u2019t have to identify myself through what I was born with (race, nationality) at all. A participant of his project wrote \u201cspam and potatoes\u201d. I had a good chuckle over it. I\u2019ve never met this person but he sounds jolly to be with. I can imagine that he likes spam and potatoes so much that they are integral to his identity. He could be of whatever race and still identify with his favourite food. So, couldn\u2019t I do the same? I can associate myself with my hobbies, interests, and lifestyle. My mom likes to say that I have a duality because of my dichotomous interests from traditional art to metal music, literature to martial arts and outdoor sports, gardens to gaming. It\u2019s true that I don\u2019t take to introducing myself with my race and nationality unless I\u2019m asked. So, that could be a possibility. Why let race and nationality define me and colour my interaction with others when I didn\u2019t choose them? I\u2019d much rather present myself in a way of my choosing and form connections with others based on organic commonalities.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">A second thing I figured out was that identity isn\u2019t fixed, so there\u2019s no need to be too hung up on my identity up till now. Even if I\u2019m not \u201chalf\u201d by birth, I can become \u201chalf\u201d by enriching my life with multiple perspectives and immersing myself in wider communities. The first type of half is something we have no control over &#8211; used to describe ourselves to others. The second type of half is an attitude that seeks to understand things beyond what we already know &#8211; for our own intrinsic curiosity and potential. Something to this effect was shared by my group mate who felt that even though she isn\u2019t a half personally, she was half by extension of all the interpersonal and intercultural connections she has made in her life. Her family relationship by marriage is one that crosses racial and national boundaries &#8211; unbounded by sensibilities of homogeneity and familiarity. Can&#8217;t I view myself in a similar way too? The choices that I make expose me to new sides of myself, progressively refracting my identity.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Honestly speaking, most of us don\u2019t experience sudden, life changing events. Instead, it is the seemingly trivial everyday encounters that shift our perspective bit by bit as we think through them. Keeping an open eye and ear on my surroundings certainly helped me to be more aware of frameworks to think through identity or any other problem in society. Also, I initially had doubts on whether I could qualify to talk about identity, my identity at that, because I wasn\u2019t sure if I was the target group of the \u201chalf\u201d experience. But, I\u2019m glad that I was proven wrong and could come to terms with the contradictions within myself. So, I would say to anyone considering joining more events in university to take the plunge! The experience may not have any lasting impact in the grand scheme of things, but it may be a building block to something more as well.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div data-node-type=\"line\"><\/div>\n<div data-node-type=\"line\"><\/div>\n<div data-node-type=\"line\">\n<div id=\"attachment_40525\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-40525\" src=\"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG_5318.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1620\" height=\"1080\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG_5318.jpg 1620w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG_5318-610x407.jpg 610w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG_5318-940x627.jpg 940w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG_5318-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/assets\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG_5318-1536x1024.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1620px) 100vw, 1620px\" \/><p class=\"wp-caption-text\">ICC photo<\/p><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lee Liang Ying\u00a0 School of Culture, Media and Society I was drawn to the event \u201d What are You? ~Identifying You [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":39932,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[95,97],"tags":[116],"class_list":["post-40478","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news-en","category-other-en","tag-event-report-en"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40478","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=40478"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40478\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":40528,"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40478\/revisions\/40528"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/39932"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=40478"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=40478"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.waseda.jp\/inst\/icc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=40478"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}